Haley looks at old photos and cheer awards on the wall in Hannah's room at her mom's home in Noblesville, Ind. Haley tries to remember Hannah for who she was, not how she died. "I don’t really cry. I never think about that night," Haley said. "I never talk about that night. We never talk about Hannah in the past tense, only the present. That way, you forget the details that come up about the night. We only talk positive. To me, she’s just on vacation.” Haley Ward